MAJOR OVERDOSE Like a moth to a flame burned by the fire. Ever wanted something so much you were willing to do anything for it. Trust me in thought we have all been there it's a self purpose kind of thing almost. I think knowing what you have worked so hard for is not either going to happen or just goes wrong hurts allot . We all have our own problems every single day we look for that little bit of faith that always seems to fail us. I think this is why I am a very silent person and when I say that i don't mean by voice but I would say I am a silent soul.......you do the math