TIME WILL TELL
SOMETIMES IM JUST SO LOST ITS HARD TO FIND MYSELF. THROUGH STRESS , AGONY AND TENSION. I ASK MYSELF EVERYDAY IS IT WORTH PUTTING IN THE TIME AND IS IT WORTH BEING UNDERNEATH IT ALL. THIS IS A QUESTION THAT REMAINS BLANK. MOST OF MY PROBLEMS SPROUT FROM WHEN ONE SAYS THEY BELIEVE AND DOES THE OPPOSITE AND THE OTHER FROM NATURAL CAUSES. EVER BEEN IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE TO THE POINT YOU END UP BREATHING THE AIR AND AT THE SAME PACE AS THEM . WELL THIS WAS MY DILEMMA ABOUT HAVING TO BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO COULDN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT THE MEAN'T THE WORLD TO ME . OH THE AGONY HOW SHALL I SAVE IT . . . BUT I JUST KIND OF DON'T WANT TO BECAUSE I FEEL SOMETHINGS SHOULD BE TALKED ABOUT. I WAS IN A MENTALLY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP WHERE I FELT LIKE MY HEART WAS UNDER CARDIAC ARREST AND HE HAD IT IN HIS HANDS AND DID WHATEVER HE WANTED TO DO WITH IT. IT WAS NOT A BAD TIHING I JUST WISH HE BELIEVED IN WHAT HE WAS DOING BUT INSTEAD HE LEFT ME . . . . THE ONE THING HE SAID HE WOULD NOT DO AND IT SUCKS BECAUSE IM STUCK WITH HIM EVERYWHERE , MY PONE , MY COMPUTER AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MY HEAD. I PERSONALLY THINK ITS BECAUSE WE ARE NOT DONE MAYBE WE DID NEED A BREAK TO GIVE IT A SPARK OR MAYBE WE NEEDED IT TIME TO GROW I GUESS IT SOMETHING WE HATE TO SEE AND SAY BUT " TIME WILL TELL " AS IT TAKES IT'S COURSE . I JUST MISS THE GOOD TIMES AND OVERCOMING THE BAD TIMES . . . . . THAT WAS THE BEST